Thursday, January 26, 2012

random rhymes


they come for the physical
and not for mental
guys always give up when they 
realize my credential
like no sex before the ring
the clitoris won't sing til
its happiness he brings 
I remember when I wanted to give in
outcast to the globe man I could never fit in 
I thought it was a curse but it really is a gift
wrapped up in heaven, Lord sealed it 
with a kiss 
my story should be told, the painful should
be hold 
life is bi polar so lean on your own shoulder 
if you don't listen ima have to tell you that I told ya 
so when ya sewing ima have to say that you reaped it
when you sharing sinful bottles I will have to tell
ya keep it. 
we use to kick it in the inner city circle, but I was about the green$$ and you were about the purple, the haze will soon desert you leave you in the dirt and hurt you.
dont rap like you already made it and you can't even get a pick
im rapping cuz im hungry as hell living under an oak tree stick 

Sunday, January 22, 2012

life I chose

red thorns around my head
bleeding out memories of the past
if I had to lose
today then id rather die instead blue tears
deep puddles wet for many years
my heart could bust  and nobody would care
blood surrounding the globe
pain surrounding the nose, I'm trying
to not give in Allah made an outcast I was
born to not fit in.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

quotes that mean a lot some by me some by others

Parents spend 2 years teaching their child to walk and talk and then spend the next 16 years telling them to sit down and shut up.


I hate it when I can't stop thinking about that one person, and deep down inside I know they probably haven't thought about me once.



That awkward moment when you get home from school and look at yourself in the mirror thinking 'did I really look like this all day?'


Be the girl you want your daughter to be. Be the girl you want your son to date. Be classy, anything but trashy.<3


Don't get my personality and my attitude twisted, because my personality is me, and my attitude depends on you.


I felt special until I saw you talk to everyone like that.


It's ironic how we ignore those who want us, want those who ignore us, love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

IF I had an ipod; MY RAW PLAYLIST

Surahs
Arabic Music
Reggae
Jazz
Asher Roth- common knowledge
Nas- All of his songs
LL Cool J- Around the way girl
LL Cool J- All of his songs
Sade- Most of her songs
Jazmine Sullivan- Dream Big
J.COLE - DREAMS
J.COLE- LOST ONES
MEEK MILLZ- MIDDLE OF THE SUMMER
MEEL MILLZ- DREAM CHASERS
BIG L- TIMES IS HARD ON THE BOULEVARD
BIG L- Freestyles
LAURYN HILL- EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING
LAURYN HILL- WHOLE MISEDUCATION OF LAURYN HILL ALBUM
Janelle Monae- Archandroid Album
THE LOX FT LIL KIM- MONEY, POWER, RESPECT
SOASIN- SEVEN YEARS
Paramore- Handfull of songs
TUPAC- BRENDA GOT A BABY
TUPAC- KEEP YA HEAD UP
TUPAC- DEAR MAMA
MYA- FALLEN
T.R.E- GREW UP
DMX- ANTHEM
LUPE FIASCO- THE COOL
LUPE FIASCO- PARIS, TOKYO
LUPE FIASCO- MY HEAD
LUPE FIASCO - FRIENDS OF THE PEOPLE MIXTAPE
LUPE FIASCO- DUMB IT DOWN
NICKY MINAJ- PLAYTIME IS OVER & SUCKA FREE MIXTAPE
MASE- COMING OUT
MASE- BREATH, STRETCH, SHAKE, LET IT GO
WALE- AMBITIOUS GIRL
WALE- NUMBER ONE
WALE- MORE ABOUT NOTHING Mixtape
WALE- BREAK UP SONG
QUEEN LATIFAH- LADIES FIRST
BRANDY- HAVE YOU EVER
CHRIS BROWN- MOST OF HIS SONGS <3
TIWA SAVAGE- LOVE, LOVE, LOVE ME
TIWA SAVAGE- KELE KELE LOVE
DBANJI- FALL IN LOVE
DRAKE- SO FAR GONE MIXTAPE
DRAKE- TAKE CARE ALBUM
JOJO- HAND FULL OF HER SONGS
Kendrick Lamar- Rigamortis
Kendrick Lamar- The Heart pt 2
Kendrick Lamar- Freestyles

Saturday, January 7, 2012

black puddles

Niggas talk more than they achieve
Lie and then believe, in their own lies
in their hearts is where they bleed
drowining in their own cries
pointing out who's dirty standing in their
own mud, refreshing their sins with water over their own blood
agony and hate building up black puddles
life is a struggle and everyone faces
troubles
lonely noons and dawns no one there to cuddle
thinking fuck love cuz no one's going to love em
effed up to many girls so who's really going to trust em
thinks this girl is real bad but her past just disgusts him.

I know

The world saying she in pain and I took the blame
cuz I know what God wants
God wants me to save it and I know its my fault
world full of pain, I'm built up in shame
cuz of selfish dreams I was trying to sustain
and I don't think the world would care about what I have
to say, its just Ayinke so who cares anyway.
Then God tells me they might not care today, but they
will care tomorrow. Nothing comes easy you have
to go through the sorrow. tears rolling down my cheek
everytime I speak I'm tryna be strong but inside I feel weak
living without forgiving is living like you in prison
I'm living my intuition, I'm giving it and I'm getting
lost world; lost hope lost souls growth
the world is deceiving can even trust the pope