Friday, March 23, 2012

http://voices.yahoo.com/the-differences-between-kant-aristotle-3632521.html?cat=38

Sunday, March 18, 2012

im breaking out of the pain
im breaking out of the rain
im breaking out of the dirt
and im breaking out the shame

Saturday, March 17, 2012

thoughts of suicide

im not an entertainer
more like a mediator
am I just another artist?
I see the world starving does that makes me
another target, courage
like Rosa Parks,
illuminating the dark
the freedom fight isn't over
we can april till we March
obesity disease over abundance
of starch
the problem is we  greedy
imitating what we see on tv
they say they hate me but they need me
when my stomach was growling no one
was there to feed me

Thursday, March 15, 2012

freewrite

the world crying she upset,
and I learned that she kept,
from her roots to her  neck all the lies
and regrets
evil spirits
in my chest,
In the Qu'ran I invest
slaughter evil let it bleed
seeping slowly through my vest
ima rip em like the best,
lion embezzled in stress
& to those who say im quiet
they say silence is a threat
they say honesty is death
 I aint seen
and they violencing upset
they subconsciously in debt
they can't spiritually connect
they can't possibly accept
that the good die  young
filled with ounces of regret
filled with lounges of attempts
 humans begging for respect
rappers begging for a check
they not giving they just get
stop diminishing the truth,
start replenishing the youth
free paths.... long last thats
the killing that I do
 false identities
obtained
rapping cause of the
of fame
everyone looking the same
cuz of you ignorant lames
hit me and ill hit you back
with my movement I attack
civil rights minus the act
Malcolm x on the track
its a war with the feds
its a war in the beds
when a nigga talk slick
they put the sword in
the head.
people asking where they
at thats why its more
of em dead
and they rather keep killing
without stopping it instead
what kind of morals have we
lead, giving plates
with no bread, hate with no ed,
can't escape with no ends









letters to the dead in gold, to
the heavens sent and sold
the wise they die old, the young they
die cold
lies shivering in shame
cries leaking in the
who you know with more hunger
who you know with more struck
thunder
virgin to the world
mc prostitute to the game
I'm in the the midst of the rain
f all the hunger and pain
ignorance is pain
educational deceased
when
my rhymes salivating
no one can see me
its my eyes they debating
they lying and they hating
they crying and relating
my accent gotta twist
so they crying im jamaican

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

sunset

times like this I get lost in the sunset
the horizon captures my hope
the clouds comfort my heart
sunrise to sunset my dreams
get brighter and dim
sunrise and sunset
a day full of sin
a night full of jinn
but im still chasing to
win running
from the fears
shedding away the tears
in order to be born again
into a stronger and wiser
human being
the golden aspect of life
is the regrets which we
don't make
the risk that we take
the smiles that we fake
which seem to deceptively
chase our sadness
away
I see the devil in the creek
 and the Angel protecting me
God is on top of all
watching his children
until we meet him again
the sun is our
the set is young
the mind is dumb
when we do not believe
we do not achieve
how could we deceive
our hearts from the start
now we march
to the set
sunrise to sunset
sunrise to sunset

No one hears me

my voice is in a bottle
filled with happiness
and pain
the pain of the neglect
the happiness for keeping my
sane
no one hears my cry no one
cares about why
sometimes I think no one will care
if I died
when I talk no one is cares to listen
the spirituality is there but the emotional
support is always missing
im always there to listen to them but no one
listens to me
escaping the world of neglect in order
to set my soul free
im more of a loner tempted to become
a stoner
guys don't want a bond
they just want that quick boner
looking in the mirror hoping
to see myself clearly
tell that voice in my head to quit speaking
no one hears me

in the grave

He woke up one 
day and he was six
feet deep butt naked 
in front of the creator 
and his lips couldn't speak
felt at pain with his life
but his tears wouldn't leak
his eyes couldn't blink
and his mind couldn't think 
in the grave he's a slave to 
the evil he withholds
he should his soul for gold 
and he didn't listen to what he 
was told
he felt the wise were fools and 
the fools are the wise 
now he'll never get a chance 
to lay his eyes on the prize 
they say you only live once
but when you die you pay the price
for doing whats wrong and 
avoiding whats right 
having sex before marriage 
teen pregnancy is on the average
im sick of seeing lost souls
in the baby carriage 

Ignorance disease

she loved him
and gave him her virginity
because she didn't know
lost in love, she didn't know he cheated
on her though
her heart dies slow
because she didn't know
ignorance is a disease
it slithers into your roots and
then it sucks out your seeds
it suffocates your intellect
until you can no longer
breathe
eating without feeding
seeing without seeing
sinning without knowing
we sinning for no reason
imagine dying and on Judgement
day you say I didnt worship
God because I didn't know.
well if you didn't know now know and
you gotta go
dying real slow
crying we real poo'
I mean the poor seen
broke
and the feins seen coke
The pain is inhaled
and exhaled through weed smoke
look at these dirty inner-city streets
and these clean suburban areas
they keep calling the feds for help
but the feds are fed up with us
name the last mouth you fed
the last tear you shed, the last
blood you've bled
and the last good thing you said ?
instead of feeding our minds
we'd rather die with ignorance instead
acting like we're living life to the fullest
but we're laying on our beds
killing our brain cells cuz of the lack of
positive thought processes through our heads
we are ignorant to change quick to
point the finger and blame
content with stagnant progression so
were in ignorance with pain ...
we don't accept change so
the ignorance won't leave
dying without owning up to our Sins
thats the ignorance disease

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zA0G13ZiM8E&feature=related

Sunday, March 11, 2012

57 girl confessions

57 Girl Confessions

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- depends on the guy

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
- A big poofy strapless florescent

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
- laugh and then say how sweet it is

4. Group dates or single dates?
- group

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
- Yes...shows their immaturity and lack of confidence

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
- Nope chocolate and ice cream

7. Is your hair up or down today?
- upp lol

8. Do you straighten your hair?
- sometimes

9. Favorite mascara?
- don't wear it

10. Do you get your nails done?
- occasionally

11. Small or large purses?
- Large lol

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
- Phone, keys, comb, blistex, calculator, books, check book and wallet.

13. Jeans or sweats?
- Jeans

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
- if I feel like getting fancy lol

15. Do you text message a lot?
- yesss

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
- cry and scream at the baby dad for doing
that to me haha

17. What’s your favorite color?
- black, gray, yellow and brown

18. Heels or flats?
-flats heels hurt

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
- idk im not that emotional lol

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
- I don't wear make-up most ever is eyeliner and blistex

21. Walmart or Target?
- Walmart has everything

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
- I use to, cardigans more so now

23. Do you like preppy boys?
- Yes I love it. That gives of the gentlemen
vibe

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
- nooo especially not the sticky $1 kind
lipstick and blister is better

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
- They got stolen soo no.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- about an hour and a half im such a procasinater

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
- nope, thats wack

28. Do you like skater boys?
- not really

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- definitely change for the better is good

30. Gold or silver?
- I like them both

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
- yess lol, its the thought that counts

32. Do you like surfer boys?
- nopee

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
- definitely

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
- not at all my butt's too big lol

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
- 6, when I over think it, 0 when I don't

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
- yess 80% of friends are guys

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
- Nope sorry, I'm already a midget

38. Do you like to hold hands?
- no im afraid my hands are 
bigger than his lol

39. What is the youngest you would date?
- 18

40. What is the oldest you would date?
- 23

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
- His charisma and shoes

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
- ewww no unless I like you
that much

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
- patience and intelligence

44. Do you like making eye contact?
- no it makes me nervous haha

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
- nah I would kill for caparison or juice lol

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
- nah beauty comes natural

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
- 12 lol

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
- Yes. what would you do and basketball wives

50. Do you yell a lot?
- nope im calm and collected

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
- nope not professional

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
- nah but I've enhanced my style before

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
- yess but not mushy more reality poems

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
- eyeliner!

55. Do you fall in love easily?
- never been in love so no 
I fall in like easily

56. Do you have cramps?
- yess hate those

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
- definitely she's a character 

Thursday, March 1, 2012

thoughts of suicide

These thoughts of suicide
will kill your heart
Just wait for your time


wait for your time to die
you might find that offense
but if I promised you you'll never
go you might find that pretentious
listen to the lyrics, you might just learn a
lesson
I'm like yo hip hop is that my heart that
you undressing
not a perfect human being I'm sticking
to the deen holding to faith
and believing in the unseen
cuz without the hope then a dream is just a dream
and without cope what it seems is what it is seems
struggles make it feel like theirs no way out
the devil tries to make it seem like life is a flooded
droute
and the only way-out is if you take yourself out
God gave you life so let him take you out

Sick

im not only suffering emotionally
I'm suffering mentally
cuz I keep on thinking about what
this shit could of meant for me
im sick of being someone else
im not who I pretend be
The more I become who I really
am
the more I lose more friends of me

Survey

Rule #1
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:
Tag ten people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? nope
Q: Been arrested? nah
Q: Do you like someone? kinda
Q: Held a snake? nope don't plan on it lol
Q: Been suspended from school? pshhh lol yea
Q: Sang karaoke? idk feel like I did
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? all the time
Q: Laughed until you started crying? haha yes best medicine
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yea love that.
Q: Kissed in the rain? nope
Q: Sang in the shower? all the time
Q: Sat on a roof top? I want too but no.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? nope we going in together lol
Q: Broken a bone? probably lol
Q: Shaved your head? almost lol
Q: Played a prank on someone? yupp
Q: Shot a gun? false
Q: Donated Blood? yea :)


LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? donzel
2. You texted? Shade
3. You were in a car with? Shade
4. Went to the movies with? Shade, Virgil, Aisha and some boy idk his name
5. Person you went to shop with? Hanna bighead lol
6. You talked on the phone? Calvin
7. Made you laugh? I can't remember
8. You hugged? Jaquis


1. Sun or moon? Sun
2. Winter or Fall? Winter
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? I love the rain
5. Where do you live? Philly
6. Club or pub? Pub
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? YUpp
8. Do you want to get married? Yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Both
10. What time is it? 7:49 am
11. Are you afraid of commitment? yea =/
12. What are your greatest hopes/wishes? to live free, go to heaven, be protected from evil, get married to a good man, be in love, start my own recording company, have my poems copyrighted, come out with a clothing line and write books most of all  be successful.
13. Do you cook? Yess, even tho I hate it lol
14. Current mood? calm and at peace

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? no
2. Sang? yes
3. Listened to music? yes
4. Danced Crazy? no lol
5. Cried? yeah
6. Liked someone you can't? watever that means lol ohh 
wait yesss

22 FIRSTS .....

1.Who was your first prom date? Musa
2. Who was your first roommate? Leila
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? idk lol
4. What was your first job? CNA/HHA
5. What was your first car? my bike lol
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?Esosa's in 2005 12 yrs old
8. Who was your first grade teacher? mrs. Emilia
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Ghana
10. When you sneaked out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Turquoise lol
11. Who was your first Best Friend? Francine miss that girl
12. Who is your best friend? Rida, Shade and Hanna
13. Where was your first sleepover? cousins house
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? umm Calvin prob.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? my cuzzo's wedding christmas break
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? wrote a poem about the dream I just had
17. What was the first concert you went to?never been
18. What was the last concert you went to? never been
19. First tattoo or piercing? ears peirced when i was a couple months old
20. First celebrity crush? Omarion haha
22. First crush? Esasou lol don't know if I spelled his name right