Respect.

I do not want to so

3 types of guys

1. Good Guy. Family oriented. Loves his mom.  Tired of females saying they want a good guy and then when he comes along he gets played. Not that good looking but he is smart with a mountain load of confidence sometimes. Respects females, the queer among his friends who writes poems for his girlfriends. Thinks of romantic dates so he can make his girlfriend happy. Has been hurt many times tried to resort to becoming a player but realized it wasn't for him. Would do anything to make his girl happy but feels females take advantage of that. He is not perfect but tries his best. His friends always call him stupid or whipped for treating his girlfriend so good.

2. Lame Guy. Dates the girl that he thinks is the easiest to get. Would do anything to get some so he can brag to his boys and seem cool. He is a virgin but he will never admit it. He drinks and smokes only when he is around his boys.  He always talks about how different and real he is. Always talks about his tattoos to prove his importance. He always checks to see what his friends think about the girl he likes before he tries to talk to her. Talks a lot. Calls girls bitches. Wears only what is in style at the moment. Afraid to be himself. He will never embrace a girl emotionally/affectionately around his boys. Brags about getting high, or his minimum wage job. Lost. Confused. Acts different towards his girlfriend around his boys. After high school he didn't do much with his life. His boys don't respect him but he acts like he doesn't know.He will get a good girl and treat her like dump because he wants to be a player like his friends.  After he loses her he will realize she was a good girl but it will be too late to get her back.  

3. Different/ Stand out Guy.
Looking for a girl who can offer something intellectually. Hard working wants to do something with his life. Thinks for himself. He can be a player but when he finds the right one he will put that aside. The leader out of his friends. He treats hoes like hoes and ladies like ladies. Went through a lot in the past which he seems to keep to himself. The girl who he reveals his deep feelings to is the one. Keeps most of his deep thoughts to himself. When he comes into the room something about him gets attention. No matter how corny or wack something he says is everyone laughs because he said it. Every girl wants to be with him and every girl wants to fight his girlfriend. He is tired of girls liking him because of his social status. He is always looking for a real and different girl and never seems to find her.

Stupid Questions. Smart Answers. -don't be offended lol

Are You a virgin? That doesn't matter, but when you get a std it will
How old are you? old enough
What made you come to college? My wallet died.
Are you insecure? Yes, we have something in common
Why did you wear that? cuz I know who I am
Why do you talk like that? I don't let others control the way I speak
Why are you single? I keep running into ppl like you
Crush: What do you like about me? Everything but that question
What happened to us? realization
Why are your parents so strict? They actually love me
Are you a fashion major? I have a brain.
Why did you do your hair like that?same reason your mom let you out the house like that
Why do you look nice? some things come naturally when you're blessed
Why don't say good morning to me? There is nothing good about the morning or you
Why you act  like you can't speak? you're the expert at acting, u tell me.
Why are you so deep? Cuz I speak from the soul
Why are you always working? Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard
Why are you so quiet? The loudest shorty in the room is usually the brokest, reiteration of Wale
Why are you so weird, random- because you're not use to real people
Why do you take certain things so seriously? Jokes are a nice way of saying the truth
Why don't you curse in your raps?  Cursing comes from a small mind expressing his/herself forcefully
Why do you play all these  unknown artist? Playing mainstream only will make you stupid
Why are you so slow?  creative minds take time
Why did you change? If you think I change you never knew me
Why are you so opinionated? The world is dying slow thought I try to save it.
Where do you live? This dirty place called Earth
Why don't you drink? I don't need to be under the influence to speak the truth
Why don't you smoke? I want to die at the right time
Why you waiting until marriage? I don't want to end up like you
Why are your lips so big? I had a lot of negative things to say but kept it to myself.
What is the BLACK perspective on this topic? I didn't know I had to dumb down my viewpoint to an inanimate object in order for you to understand.

Random thoughts

im so tired
5 more weeks
I have to finish strong
im so tired
im scared to say I have to finish
strong because I'm afraid of failure
red bangs I should get em
that wouldn't look right though?
fake people think their real
real people don't have to think about it
second nature
human nature Mike Jack come back
I ignore the fakes and try to be nice
what am I talking about?
Wale is the ishh
idc what anyone says
I wonder who will win the 2012 presidential election
a lot of people would be mad if Obama won again.
Haha, ummm yea I need to go home
and do my homework

This boy I know (clean version)

You use to be a good boy
Never stuck up or arrogant
now you tryna be a hood boy?
You use to leave me happy and
satisfied.
calm and collected
Now all you think of is
yourself you just
want to be respect
you got me feeling all types of
messed up lost and neglected
who do I go to now?
you're the only boy that I can mess with
Money coming in now
I know you want me back cuz I can sense it
Things are going a little smooth
got me a new figure
the only thing left is a new boy
and boys don't ask to fight the boy
cuz you'll have to fight me cuz lifes
the boy.

Feeling Down

Lately a lot of things have been making feel a little down. I am staying as positive as possible.

"The Rise"

I broke out of the dirt and they
tried to push me back
I broke out of the violence still
they paint my heart black
burying my pride with humbleness
I stay alive
Eating every bar is the only way I can
survive
I'm up earlier than the sun so you know I'm
on the rise
It's like I already won so I'm
something like a prize
Music is the escape the world is the case
I'm breaking through it just like the planet
of the apes
cuz when I'm the ground there is no one to be
found
As soon as I shoot up the clowns always stand around
I'm seeing through the eyes of a Somalian Child
My stomach is crying hunger but I can't eat now
Cuz the pain in my belly, plus the sweat on my back plus
 the weight on my brain= a chick that spits crack
 I'm alone in a desert and lions want to attack
the only weapon I have is my faith and spitting raps
So i spit then I roar then the lion roars more
I try to put up a fight knowing Im scared to the core
the lion claws on my face and I fall on the sand floor
left with three deep wounds that turn into a soar
I grab the sand in my hand and throw it in the beast's eyes
I get right back up cuz I'm always on the rise
The lion is my conscious my greatest ally
IF losing if the death of me then I will never die
been spitting for many years but haters don't want to hear
time to to put these Lion(lien) haters on the rack so they clear
clearance
two black roads and one leads to death
two  two black roads and one leads
the other one leads to the Devil on his left
to be continued...