My Dream ahh

Dreams are such cliche's right? Well if you think so then get off my blog lol. Just playing. But really I  want to achieve ...... you fill in the dots. Since I was younger I wanted to change the world in a positive way of course. Through music and the little brain that I have. Little by little I will expand my ideas and formulate my plan you will see. It will almost seem like I came out of nowhere. One thing I learned is you can really do anything you put your mind too and this is the secret to success. But when you really want something you have to block everyone out and focus with your eyes like wake up everyday and eat sleep and breathe that shi*.  Excuse my language lol. For instance when you tell yourself that you can do something you can, when you tell yourself you can't do something you can't. My problem was in the past and even now a lack of confidence. Even when I look back at high school I realize I could have done so much better academically but I kept telling myself I was not an A student. I never did bad I remained an A B student but I could have excelled more. I put myself to a test junior and senior year and I told myself I am      smart I can do this and with good use of time effort and focus I achieved all A's. Even my teacher whom I had all four years noticed. One day she asked when did you become such a genius? It was not that I was stupid before it was simply a lack of confidence which caused me not to be who I could be potentially. I knew I could do it but I felt it wasn't in my place to excel that much so I didn't. This may sound stupid but if you think about it most of us do it all the time. We tell ourselves it is impossible for me to accomplish something because it is way out of our league. If you think about it, you will realize this doubt in our minds is true. I believe even the most confident people doubt themselves. This week in my commutations 100 class I watched a speech by Steve Jobs who just passed R.I.P, and he stated something that changed my life forever. He said if you are going to make a decision think to yourself if I died today would I want to do this? If the answer is no then you know the decision you are about to make is the wrong one.  This is the most simplistic view point and perfect response I have ever heard on decision making.  I will carry this phrase with me forever.