Old Me vs NEW ME (reflection) 14-15 vs 17-18

The old me would have been down and sad that you didn't text me back. But the new me did not even notice. The old me would've hit you, fought you and disgraced you for calling me a bitch but the new me will tell you lames such as you do not exist. The old me would care that you stopped talking to me over a period of three months the new me just would not give a fuck. The old me would have cried for getting a C on a test but the new me would just work harder and do better on the next one. The old me would care that you're a fake friend and even care to ask why you changed?  The new me would expect you to be fake because it's human nature. The old me would want to fight you if you were rude. The new me would feel bad for you because you hate yourself thats y you feel the need to be rude to others in order to make yourself feel better.  I won't even ask y you're not talking to me cuz idgaf. The old me would approach you if you were talking badly about me behind my back and be upset. The new me would be happy because it means I'm important in your life and you must be jealous if you feel the need to talk about me. The old me would be surprised if something went wrong the new me would expect it.  The old me would be nervous around you the new me would look at you as a human being. The old me would care about you the new me does not.