God do you still love me
cuz I don't see the signs
the whisper in my conscious
always seems to cry
the fickle in my heart almost
seems to die
the emptiness in my brain always
wonders why
my best friend said i;m losing faith
but I'm making mistakes and I'm
scared of all the consequences that I have
to face all the risk that I have
to take and all the lies that I seem
to create just so its the truth I escape
you promised you love all your children
but my heart and feelings seemed to have been
killed and
I'm begging on my knees and I kneel and
God with all my thoughts do you feel them?
Do you hear me when I speak are you there
when the hot tears roll down my cheek
when the evils of the night enter in my sheets
and when the witchcraft disturbs me in my sleep
are you there for me? when the rufians follow and holla at
me at night and I grab on tightly to that knife hoping
that they will leave my sight are you there for me?
please don't get offended by my idiotic questions
I just want things to change for the better.