Imperfections

I'm insecure, sometimes I have a lisp when I talk, sometimes I care what people think about me, I have a weird dimple on the right side of my mouth, sometimes my words don't come out right, I can be boring sometimes, sometimes I laugh too hard at things that are not that funny, I'm 18 with braces and a gap in between my two front teeth, my toes are big, my hands are long and skinny, my boobs sit like stars, my hair is nappy, I wear weave like its mine, I can't walk out the house without something nice on, I'm sensitive, I'm always complaining about being tired when I didn't even do anything, I forget things easily, I procrasinate all the time, I'm afraid of failure,  my forehead is big, my lips are huge, my eyes are bigger than normal, my legs are bowlegged, I eat every time I'm bored or sad,  I'm afraid to be in love, I'm afraid of being hurt, I have big toes, I get nervous around certain people easily, I laugh after I say something mean so it doesn't come out to offensive,  I judge people, sometimes I'm a little too cocky, sometimes I'm a little too down, sometimes I'm a little too happy, I think I can say whatever I want, sometimes I hate people, I pay haters too much attention, very emotional, I'm either real mean to a guy or real nice, I give good advice but never use it,  I don't understand myself, I have big dreams and I'm not doing enough to achieve them, I wish my life was perfect but its not so I hope one day ill find the person who can accept me for all of my imperfections. <3